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I found myself in a perfect blogging mood I had 6 months ago. Though Im sure I had relapses in between, moments of imperfection and losing control, as a few close ones would know.
Many things changed.
I have a new way of looking at things now. Though sometimes there are comments dripping in cynicism.
Today I would like to honour it with appreciation.
There are times when I feel like Im alone and completely helpless. It is really depressing. And I simply dont buck up and be like, hey, Im awesome I can do it. No, I really just lie in bed and watch videos, until I found a reason to get up. One of those days, and everyone does it. But what Im trying to say is, it really is ok.
Sometimes it feels things are not going your way. But the worst part is nobody understands. Or some pretend they understand and rant off their own high horses (not doubting their kind heart though). Please, for once, just listen.
But today, I had a new revelation. It still feels great when your loved ones got pass everything and understand you, even if it took some time.
Most of the time we forgot the people we love the most deserves to be treated well. But also because we know they will never leave us that's why we forgot to show them how much we love them. We are always nice to others but we forget we should treat those loved ones even better. This is always true and I say this all the time. Maybe its time I actually do it.
One last rambling thought, be nice to others on a personal level. To strangers, to that new colleague, to your brother's friend. Be nice, not because you want something back, nor because it makes you feel good. Be nice because the other person can have a good day. Be nice because he/she can be nice to others in return. Be nice because you can be. We are no saints but that's the least the miniscule me can do.
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